You know this is all very funny. I got into it with someone at work a few weeks ago and for once in my life I learned to keep my cool and not tell him how I really felt. I may have looked like a fool because in order to get through the madness and not get in trouble at work I had to swallow my pride just a little and take a few steps back and be humble. You know what, I actually did pretty well, one person even told me that I had changed, and I was growing up becoming a better person by just letting things go.
For once in my life I felt good about letting someone slide for a chance and not unleashing my wrath on that ass. Would making it through this one incident matter or would I still be seen as the same old Josephine? No worries I'll answer that question. In this life you will always be seen as the person you perceive yourself to be from the beginning and fight to show a better side.
This is besides the point, I actually got suspended because someone felt it was a good time and chance to get rid of me. Things really were not that serious or extreme, but hey maybe it's just time for something new. My entire life I have never been afraid of anyone, and in my entire life I have never kissed any ones ass, so therefore refuse to start now. For myself I know I've changed so it's not my problem if others don't see it or allow me to.
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