Monday, August 17, 2009

Eggshells? I like eggs....

September: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

All of this is so very true, but the ones that stand out the most would be: Likes to point out people's mistakes(for the most part only the funny mistakes). Likes to criticize(I can see that). Stubborn, meaning-unreasonably and obstructively determined to persevere or prevail(not a bad thing). I think these are things that we all as human beings do one way or another, in some shape or form.

For the past five maybe six months my anger has been under control especially at work. One bad day comes my way and you would think the world had come to an end. When I feel it won't be a good day for me I tend to keep to myself in every way possible, but there will always be someone who will have a problem with that anyways. If I'm cursing people out, it's Josephine you're a horrible person even if that person call me a bitch or claimed they would hit me(if they had the balls to do so). Yesterday at work I stay to my miserable self all day and some ass had the nerve to say "oh it's gonna be one of those days, and we can't talk to her she seems angry, we're all walking on eggshells right now, we don't know what she might say to us." You know the way I feel is that I allow no one to make me feel the need to walk on eggshells. I see it to be very simple if I don't want to talk then you know what I guess I don't want to talk. Why does everything I do make me the bad person. Maybe all the men I work with should just stop being bitches all the time and things would be just fine.

This is what I get for not blogging for a month because now like the Birthday Quiz said I bottled up all my feelings and now I'm pouring out all my anger at once. Through all the anger management and evaluation of myself I still can give two shits what people think of me. EGGSHELLS or not.

No comments:

Post a Comment